Hello there..
sorry for dissapearing...Had a lot of work to do...
Well...
let's go from beggining...
I gave up all...yeah yeah...as said once love is not for me...
and I see no reason in trying...don't feel same things around him anymore...
Acctually I'am feeling nothing besdies friendship...
Guess it is only the fact I want some care that fooled me into that...
I am feeling empty (in heart matters)...and that sucks...
Even having someone...it...feels...just...cold...

I dunno what I am looking for anymore...not at all...

About my dogs...they totally gone..the history goe smuch futher than I thought..
it asll started happening acctually TWO MONTHS AGO!..not one as I though...
that stinks...
no more Milu and Mulder :(
I am still crying for that...geez..
Guess no more dogs for Kaugummi...


Had more to tell...but right now all has gone...
maybe...later...
however...I am back

Kisses